Tonight, as I sit listening to the songs in my playlists, I could not help thinking of my good friend I visited this morning. Like a week before Raya recently, she is still the same... hugging me the moment I greeted her and crying shamelessly on my shoulder - beating her chest now and then as though she is releasing a monster out of her wasted self. And her words kept ringing in my ears...'sakit lili, sakit...' in between her wails. Yes, she wailed.
Thus is a peril of a broken-hearted friend whose husband, assuring her that nothing has changed even though he has taken another wife, fails to see the once cheerful being she was has become almost a zombie.
I hate to elaborate...
... still, I don't know why I have chosen this song... :(