Saturday, April 14, 2012

After All These Years...

Today, many years ago, marked a new chapter in my life. I got married...hiks!

Alhamdulillah...I never thought I could make it this far. I know, I have not been the wife he expected me to be although many times, without asking, he seems to read my mind and tell me that I am the best thing that has ever happened to him. I laugh to that a lot! And I still laugh (but believe in him, anyway!) when he says I am beautiful, and goodness, even when I'm a mess at times. He compliments me not when I look exquisite from the moment I step out of my room with my casual attire of blouse and jeans, and hair all tied back in a pony tail. But it had to be that moment when I'm caught off-guard especially when he finds me poring over a book, or writing this blog...hikhikhik..when the messy me is so obvious with my hair flying everywhere to the fan's movement; and the disheveled me is suddenly far interesting than the immaculate one! 

But...I hurt him a lot.
Looking back, I can't help but wishing things would be different then. At least for me. He, I think, is happy to be married to someone he pursued so hard. That someone is still me.

Happy Anniversary to myself and my other half ;-)

12 comments:

Noir HA said...

That sounds like a hubby women would die for.

Have a blessed anniversary and many more years of wedded bliss!

somuffins said...

Ehem...
(I sure would like to meet the owner of this blog..)

Happy anniversary to you & TM.
"time in a bottle...."

Lili said...

Why, thank you, Noir dearest! I must have not noticed that but all I can say he is one boring guy..ha ha ha! Oops..

Lili said...

Ehem...are you sure, CS? How sure are you that the owner of this blog really exist? Huh?

Thank you for the wishes and salam to TB.

lemongrass said...

Happy anniversary!
may you have many many more of wonderful time together.

Wan Sharif said...

Oops sound like the real you there ;)

Oldstock said...

Looking back is good... but looking forward is even better.

Happy anniversary Lili. May the years ahead be bright and cheery always...

Lili said...

Thank you very much, LG! ;-)

Lili said...

Ayoh Wang,

Oops...do I? hehe

Lili said...

Oldstock,

Looking forward is even scarier... but I'll get by, insyaAllah.

Thank you for the wishes. Ameen.

3yearshousewife said...

Lili,
Happy anniversary!

Lili said...

Thanks As! ;-)